Where is he?

God...............been trying to contact my Sayang....It's been almost 2 weeks since we online last time when I went to Bandung. When it was only 1 week, I still understand that he might be busy with his visiting cousin.

Left him offline messages or text him to his cell.

Now.....I don't know if he's still interested in me. I tried to call him for 3 days. I miss his voice. On last Saturday, I sent him text and the report said that it was stil pending. I was worried, I thought he has changed his cell number and didn't tell me at all. But then the text message was delivered. That meant that he was there.
Then I called the number. It went through but wasn't answered.
STRANGE!

I call everyday at the same time, especially because I'm going to Bangkok. Same response.

I like this guy, but I don't know if I have to get through the same treatment like I got from my ex.
I mean, if you don't want to have anything to do with me, just say it. Don't give me a silent treatment.

Well, I'll try to keep the positive thinking, but I can't help it if I have bad thoughts. He said he will come to Jakarta on April. Can I still hope to that?

It's hard for me to open up to someone. When I did, he only stayed for awhile.
Is something wrong with me?

Please help me............