Bored, Stressed, Depressed (June 25, 2006)

These couples of days, I didn't feel myself. I'm not the normal Mirna that has enough strength, enough power, enough will to stand up after falling. I feel depressed, I feel bored with all of this.

Please, it doesn't mean that I'm bored living, no way! The opportunity to change it is out there.

At work, I feel I don't see any significant progress in the projects, not to mention some troubles with clients. I know I have to be patient and persistent dealing with all.

But, seriously.........I'm fed up.

I'm tired, physically and emotionally. I'm tired not having more time with my family, i.e. my dearest sister and my pretty niece. I'm tired not having time for myself, for my personal life (heck, what personal life???? LOL).
I'm tired to always obey to someone, to work under limitations (must not say this actually, because it makes you smart. You think, think, think), to be under someone's control.

I need freedom! I need to rearrange my life. Find what I have missed so far, find what I want to do. Will I be with the company next year? Do I want to be there? How long will I stay there? Will I have my own family soon? Will I get more money? (yeah, finally, the ultimate goal! Hehehe.......)